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Offline Barbaro

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I'm leaving
« on: June 04, 2013, 03:45:55 PM »
Guess who found a summer job? Will be inactive starting 17th June until end of July :) Have fun guys ;D Will be on forums tho..
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Offline Louise

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Re: I'm leaving
« Reply #1 on: June 04, 2013, 04:00:01 PM »
Congrats on finding a Summer Job :D
But sad to see you leaving :/

Offline Hamza

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Re: I'm leaving
« Reply #2 on: June 04, 2013, 04:09:54 PM »
Work hard, Barb and good luck with it ;)

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And whoever is patient and forgiving, these most surely are actions due to courage.

Offline Barbaro

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Re: I'm leaving
« Reply #3 on: June 04, 2013, 04:32:20 PM »
Aand I also got 7/10 in my final geography exam and 8/10 in the final informatics exam. OMG IM SO HAPPY
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Offline Hamza

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Re: I'm leaving
« Reply #4 on: June 04, 2013, 04:38:52 PM »
Great work! ;)

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And whoever is patient and forgiving, these most surely are actions due to courage.

Offline James Bond

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Re: I'm leaving
« Reply #5 on: June 04, 2013, 05:09:27 PM »
Have fun baba :)
Pls send me pictures of work xD

I might actually start a small job myself :)


Offline James Bond

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Re: I'm leaving
« Reply #6 on: June 04, 2013, 05:10:43 PM »
But y everyone keeps these scary topic names D:
"im leaving"   "Goodbye dear family"

Y'all love to scare us D:


Offline Giuseppe

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Re: I'm leaving
« Reply #7 on: June 04, 2013, 06:21:51 PM »
Have fun.

Offline Zaila

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Re: I'm leaving
« Reply #8 on: June 04, 2013, 06:37:32 PM »
You can't fool me gurl.

Have fun! =)

Y'all love to scare us D:

Then you should see my first april joke from 2012. :D

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Offline James Bond

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Re: I'm leaving
« Reply #9 on: June 04, 2013, 06:55:56 PM »
You can't fool me gurl.

Have fun! =)

Y'all love to scare us D:

Then you should see my first april joke from 2012. :D

Yeah i did!! Holy crap dude, i actually fell for it. D: Up untill the half of the story I thought it was fo' real xD 


Offline Cabe

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Re: I'm leaving
« Reply #10 on: June 04, 2013, 08:54:57 PM »
Have fun barbarozo.

And Zaila, you didn't fool me in 2012 uheuheuehe

Offline Killer.101

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Re: I'm leaving
« Reply #11 on: June 04, 2013, 09:11:20 PM »
Enjoy your work :)

Offline Barbaro

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Re: I'm leaving
« Reply #12 on: June 05, 2013, 12:06:06 AM »
Okay, here comes the awkward part.
Back when I wrote this topic, I wasn't even thinking about leaving TeaM/Argonath. And then I got ingame and it hit me again. Argonath, as I see it now, isn't a place where I could stay as a regular, peaceful player. From times to times I've wanted to flame everyone ingame, but something always stopped me. What was it? GUILT. Each and every time I did something against rules in my head, I thought : "Damn, I can't do this, I don't want to bring TeaM down". If I get warned or say something I don't see it as myself doing it, but as bringing down the whole clan. And guess what, I really don't like this feeling of being the black painter.

After my experience ingame today I also noticed this topic on Argonath forum. It made me think about at which phase am I right now. Yeah, I had gotten through it all during my time in Argonath and now I came to realise, that this "making friends" thing doesn't really work as much as I would wish. During last months I've been inactive and experiencing worth of a real life friendships. And damn, my real friends are the best! Sure, it is fun from times to times to just hang around, laughing about random stuff ingame, but it will never be the same as it is in real.

I also came to realise that soon enough Argonath will not be a single part of my life. It's this summer, and then I have to move on with everything - school, friends, work, family, life. So I will spend my most-likely-last days on Argonath doing things I like and which I'm free to do without disappointing anyone.

Well, the ugly truth is that it seems like I'm not ever seeing any of Argonath players in real life. As truthful as the promises seem, nothing and noone on internet may replace experience you get out of this little box you call computer. So I will spend this time living as I will never see anyone again, which most likely is the ugly truth.

I'm sorry for disappointing you guys. My time in TeaM was the best part of all this fun part of my life called "I wish I could stop playing SAMP". You've been great to hang with and I can't imagine myself right now without all the things you've taught me as a person. I will never forget this time I had around you all. Well, especially MTAVC part of this. You may still find me on skype or something if I haven't gone completely insane.

Love,
Barbara.
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Offline Ethan.

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Re: I'm leaving
« Reply #13 on: June 05, 2013, 12:31:14 AM »
I was shocked when I saw you login from Latvia with the TeaM tag on your name, I just couldn't believe it.

I understand your decision baba, real life comes first and there's no time for gaming no more. As you told me, you got a new boyfriend, new job and last year in school.
You got a lot of things on your shoulders that you need to focus on. I'm glad that I have got to know you for all these months, I really going to miss you!
If you ever get time and maybe bored, you are always welcome to visit us on Argonath again!

I wish you the best for your future, go out there and chase your dream!

Ethan <3

Offline Pazienza

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Re: I'm leaving
« Reply #14 on: June 05, 2013, 12:43:11 AM »
fite me irl sista
Sad to see you leave, but good luck and best wishes barbar  :)