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Chillout Section => Going out => Topic started by: Barbaro on June 04, 2013, 03:45:55 PM

Title: I'm leaving
Post by: Barbaro on June 04, 2013, 03:45:55 PM
Guess who found a summer job? Will be inactive starting 17th June until end of July :) Have fun guys ;D Will be on forums tho..
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Post by: Louise on June 04, 2013, 04:00:01 PM
Congrats on finding a Summer Job :D
But sad to see you leaving :/
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Post by: Hamza on June 04, 2013, 04:09:54 PM
Work hard, Barb and good luck with it ;)
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Post by: Barbaro on June 04, 2013, 04:32:20 PM
Aand I also got 7/10 in my final geography exam and 8/10 in the final informatics exam. OMG IM SO HAPPY
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Post by: Hamza on June 04, 2013, 04:38:52 PM
Great work! ;)
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Post by: James Bond on June 04, 2013, 05:09:27 PM
Have fun baba :)
Pls send me pictures of work xD

I might actually start a small job myself :)
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Post by: James Bond on June 04, 2013, 05:10:43 PM
But y everyone keeps these scary topic names D:
"im leaving"   "Goodbye dear family"

Y'all love to scare us D:
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Post by: Giuseppe on June 04, 2013, 06:21:51 PM
Have fun.
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Post by: Zaila on June 04, 2013, 06:37:32 PM
You can't fool me gurl.

Have fun! =)

Y'all love to scare us D:

Then you should see my first april joke from 2012. :D
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Post by: James Bond on June 04, 2013, 06:55:56 PM
You can't fool me gurl.

Have fun! =)

Y'all love to scare us D:

Then you should see my first april joke from 2012. :D

Yeah i did!! Holy crap dude, i actually fell for it. D: Up untill the half of the story I thought it was fo' real xD 
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Post by: Cabe on June 04, 2013, 08:54:57 PM
Have fun barbarozo.

And Zaila, you didn't fool me in 2012 uheuheuehe
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Post by: Killer.101 on June 04, 2013, 09:11:20 PM
Enjoy your work :)
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Post by: Barbaro on June 05, 2013, 12:06:06 AM
Okay, here comes the awkward part.
Back when I wrote this topic, I wasn't even thinking about leaving TeaM/Argonath. And then I got ingame and it hit me again. Argonath, as I see it now, isn't a place where I could stay as a regular, peaceful player. From times to times I've wanted to flame everyone ingame, but something always stopped me. What was it? GUILT. Each and every time I did something against rules in my head, I thought : "Damn, I can't do this, I don't want to bring TeaM down". If I get warned or say something I don't see it as myself doing it, but as bringing down the whole clan. And guess what, I really don't like this feeling of being the black painter.

After my experience ingame today I also noticed this topic on Argonath forum (http://www.argonathrpg.eu/index.php?topic=97349.0). It made me think about at which phase am I right now. Yeah, I had gotten through it all during my time in Argonath and now I came to realise, that this "making friends" thing doesn't really work as much as I would wish. During last months I've been inactive and experiencing worth of a real life friendships. And damn, my real friends are the best! Sure, it is fun from times to times to just hang around, laughing about random stuff ingame, but it will never be the same as it is in real.

I also came to realise that soon enough Argonath will not be a single part of my life. It's this summer, and then I have to move on with everything - school, friends, work, family, life. So I will spend my most-likely-last days on Argonath doing things I like and which I'm free to do without disappointing anyone.

Well, the ugly truth is that it seems like I'm not ever seeing any of Argonath players in real life. As truthful as the promises seem, nothing and noone on internet may replace experience you get out of this little box you call computer. So I will spend this time living as I will never see anyone again, which most likely is the ugly truth.

I'm sorry for disappointing you guys. My time in TeaM was the best part of all this fun part of my life called "I wish I could stop playing SAMP". You've been great to hang with and I can't imagine myself right now without all the things you've taught me as a person. I will never forget this time I had around you all. Well, especially MTAVC part of this. You may still find me on skype or something if I haven't gone completely insane.

Love,
Barbara.
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Post by: Ethan. on June 05, 2013, 12:31:14 AM
I was shocked when I saw you login from Latvia with the TeaM tag on your name, I just couldn't believe it.

I understand your decision baba, real life comes first and there's no time for gaming no more. As you told me, you got a new boyfriend, new job and last year in school.
You got a lot of things on your shoulders that you need to focus on. I'm glad that I have got to know you for all these months, I really going to miss you!
If you ever get time and maybe bored, you are always welcome to visit us on Argonath again!

I wish you the best for your future, go out there and chase your dream!

Ethan <3
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Post by: Pazienza on June 05, 2013, 12:43:11 AM
fite me irl sista
Sad to see you leave, but good luck and best wishes barbar  :)
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Post by: [EDGE] on June 05, 2013, 03:23:40 AM
Sad to see you Leaving  :( , Good Luck & wishing you the best .
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Post by: James Bond on June 05, 2013, 03:45:31 AM
:'( this is sad. :/

Good luck! We'll still maintain communication :)
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Post by: Zaila on June 05, 2013, 06:01:17 AM
I'm not happy to hear that you are actually leaving. Keep in touch on Skype!

Much love my friend.
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Post by: Duel on June 05, 2013, 06:42:35 AM
Wait. Wtf.

O_O

Never expected Barbs to leave, jeez..

Anyways, good luck in real life, hope everything turns out as well as planned! :D
Speak soon, don't forget us!

Last but not least.

See you on zeh flip side Barbarian!





:(
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Post by: Cabe on June 05, 2013, 01:34:44 PM
Sad to see you going sis, take care and don't forget to talk to us on skype, even if you're drunk eheh  :D
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Post by: Hevar on June 05, 2013, 02:57:49 PM
Nooo Barbarooo :( Very sad to see this, but i understand you.

Goodluck in the future, Barbaro ! <3
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Post by: Servius on June 05, 2013, 04:32:03 PM
Cya Barb, take care and enjoy in your life.

Many of your love stalkers will be sad now XD
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Post by: Hamza on June 05, 2013, 08:18:12 PM
Sad to see you leaving..
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Post by: Geechi on June 06, 2013, 02:58:08 PM
Good luck in realy life Barbz.
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Post by: Boromir on June 06, 2013, 05:29:42 PM
Good luck with your future endeavors.
Hope to see you around.
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Post by: Snake on June 08, 2013, 07:02:52 AM
You have our support if you believe this is the right time to move on.
Enjoy the plans you've got for your life, but never forget us. Visit whenever possible.

We'll miss you!
Title: Re: I'm leaving
Post by: KelvinC on June 10, 2013, 03:43:06 PM
Have fun.